i got played. i got toyed. i got fooled. and i thought i might have had gotten the chance of my own happily ever after.
well, i didn’t.
if there is anything that i am able to change in me, i’d rather be a goldfish than a freaking human. i’d rather have a memory span of just a mere 3 seconds than being able to remember certain things and memories.
maybe i’m just mad right now but seriously who wouldn’t be mad if they were in my shoes? you don’t deserve that amount of happiness and blissfulness. call me selfish or heartless but yeah, you don’t. there you go claiming how you don’t wanna see someone cry and all that shit but here i am, breaking down because of you. or maybe i’m just honestly not much of a significance to you while she is. such a fucking douchebag.
i strongly believe in karma. what goes around, will come around. what you did to me will happen to you eventually, and i will be watching. what i said here may also happen back on me, but i’ll accept it.
at the end of the day, i will get through this, alone, and eventually. that’s what I convinced myself anyway.